Saturday, October 10, 2009

Y LIVE HELL ON EARTH TO DIE AND GO TO HELL

People using people for their own personal gain
People find out and they do the same
What is the world coming to when people dont change
the ways that they grew up with is far from the way
you can use to make it!
People should change the game they should change themselves,
"family" hurting "family"
taking food out they mouthes what kind of world is this?
When a child's smile is a constant frown
Everybody eats that the rule for the family
What is family when the world is filled with fuckery?!
People you trust the most be the main ones to hurt you
People that you dont know always try to burn you
And we walk this hell on earth everyday
Damn near impossible to avoid the collison of what everybody else is doing
and you!, avoid cupids arrow every chance you get.
So as we walk this earth aware that its just TOO sick
you pray that you can make it to Heaven literally and figuratively speaking
You pray just to make it so maybe all this Sickness you witness
will become just a mere memory
But what if when you make it you find out that its just as much hell as before.
is that something you can indure?
is that something you want, when your thinking of the right now
you want so much more, but will more be better and are you prepared for the change?
In a good way? In a bad?
Y live hell on earth to die and go to hell?!
...the only thing constant in this world is change.

FADED

We're fading, anytime you'd rather sleep alone than with me, anytime you'd rather be with the boys over me
what's the point of me?
It hurts to picture life without thee but maybe its time for me to flee
anytime you believe weak shit over me its fading. We are, not like we used to be and I can't change no more than I used to be
so its time for me to leave
and please don't follow believe
that its not because I want to I just can't take the ways that we are going. Different stages everyday no common ground its just the way that life goes can't take the pain of having but not having
I'd rather be by myself and make myself happy
I love you till the grave but we are fading away
and to this I know you won't try to make me stay and I'm tired of making myself stay for someone who doesn't feel the same way
so on that I'm gone I can only pray
that one day you realize. I was here for you.
I am here for you as long as you wanted me to,
as long as YOU wanted me too.
But you pushed and I faded.
.Away.

Sunday, August 2, 2009

Come Mingle Wid FameGang!


Famegang [5 RAPPERS.Reppin Dha 757 Hard!]
Swagga Smiles-PRODUCER..."Swagga swagga on dha beat...."

Yung Duke-Rapper from Shoop. (headhunters winner!)

5 Mics-Mr. Famegang, Fan Coming Soon

Youngin-Youngest of the Bros

Red Bezzo-Shoop Park Representa!

(shouts out ta Trae-Wingo, Hov, Tookie, TOo Much, Malc,Cardi,Waff Ski )
Er Body who show love we love yall back

Check out dha music pages
http://www.myspace.com/swaggasmiles
http://www.myspace.com/kingscorner(Fan Signs Welcome!)
http://www.myspace.com/yungduke23
http://www.myspace.com/blackghost17
http://www.myspace.com/youngin1993


Saturday, August 1, 2009

Loso's Way [Tough]


This Album is by far the best from Fab. Love this shit.
Okay Fav Tracks,
"Feel Like I'm Back"-"Thugs have emotions, we miss the streets
We kiss the heat (Mwahh!)" ...."Uma Need you not to be here when i get back!"

"There He Go"- Only be with winners, they should put me as a prize And you pussy niggas should be put between some thighs"

"Last Time-featuring Trey Songz"

& "Pachanga"-"A thug changes and love changes And best friends become strangers"


Gotta Cop this shit bro real talk...Stop sleepin on my nigga F.A.B.O!

Cm'On Drake!!!!




"I Gotta Get Some Extra Insurance For This Nigga"- Wayne Silly

Friday, July 31, 2009

The Movie Part 2




Tough Money when you on ur "Geek Music" ish

Wednesday, July 29, 2009

Room For Improvement _Drake


This particular mixtape is tough money.! His intro tells it all. You really have to just listen from track one to track 21. Its tough money
But listen for yourself.
wwww.livemixtapes.com

get ya music up!

Boss Lady-Rick Ross




Love it!!!

Saturday, July 25, 2009

& Hes One Of The Fav Rappers



"I just want yall to listen please kuz this is me"

Thursday, July 23, 2009

@.Ti.Tude!``

lost for words...>!

Tuesday, July 14, 2009

BluePrint 3 (I Fucks Wit Hov)




"What we talkin bout fiction or we talk bout fact? Oh ya talkin bout Fiction ? Whole on Pardon my Back"

oh yeah buddy!

Pondering...

Lil Wayne Pictures, Images and Photos


How many lies have to be told before someone is considered a liar?
How many actions have to be shown before you see the clear picture?
How many times does one thing have to be explained to be comprehended?
How much evidence is needed before an conviction?
How many turns do you have to take to get on the right path?
How many bridges do you have to burn before you realize who is really there?
How much time do you have to spend to acknowledge that someone really cares?
How many someones do you have to go through to get to "That One"?
How many tears have to be shed before there are no more?
I ask all of that to ask this:

How much shit do you have to go through before you say "Thats Enough?"

Thursday, July 9, 2009

FAME GANG!! G.R.E.Y DHA MIXTAPE!



http://www.myspace.com/yungduke23/

Thanks Addie

"& i let go of him, because I know that I cant hold on to lost hope"
Little shit/why so sensitive/still holding grudges about the bigger shit/that we looked over/just to be on some together shit/yet anytime we have a fight/a break up is the right thing to do/for the moment/we never last broken up/back together/couple days/we cant hold up the front/but this time it may be different/I'm tired of steady bitching/but cant go back to the old ways/looking over and not mentioning/what you do that I don't like/night after freaking night/bicker bicker fight fight/I cant do it anymore/although I'd hate to see you leave/"baby don't go please"/reneging again/just to be happy/because you make me happy/randomly/seldom/ but I love just being considered your dear/so I stay despite of my fears/knowing that at any time any problem can occur/and the cracked door I left open will open wide enough for both of us to walk out of/I didn't want to do it/Didn't want to see the day/but these little arguments/I'm pushing you away/the reason behind it/you're pushing me away/yet i still have hope/that one day he will say/"I love you more than anything & its with you I want to be"/Stubborn you stubborn me/that's where we disagree/i know we will never be/Too much pride to keep us along/to much hurt to act brand new/To much me & not enough you/....

Lil wayne Quote Pictures, Images and Photos

Wednesday, July 8, 2009

Intuition


"Dudes out hea think they slick gotta lot of girls on they **** & they cant say no, steady telling me they aint you, I'ma wait and see what you gone do, hope you know you gotta good thing"
...Feeling like I'ma be single again. (& This was the Last Time, So I hope I'm wrong)

Tuesday, July 7, 2009

This Feelin



Everything
feels so right, but I been through this before so I’m scared to let the
feeling overwhelm me; every time I did, something came up to make me
hold up my yield sign put my guard up and looking in the mirror with a
stale face like I should’ve known this was going to happen. How do I
know that this time is any different? This time I have my guard up but
this feeling is making me want to put it down it feels like how its
supposed to be. Back to the old ways the good days, but I can’t, I
won’t. not this time, not anymore, I played the sucker for love too
many times and yes I’m still in it, but I consider myself playing it
safe, up until this feeling came back I was great. But this feeling,
that feeling that you get when you see him he got you all shook up,
smiling for no reason got you all wifed up. Thinking about him for
hours well minutes but it seems like hours when you want to talk to him
but you don’t call cause you don’t want to seem to pressed. Especially
when you in this mess. it’s a mess because it should be normal but you
know that too many times before this feeling was just that a feeling
and it was going to pass over because you are the only one feeling this
way…obviously. But damn does it feel so right, got you laying in the
bed wishing your pillow was him at night, holding you closely or the
wind outside blowing slowly you wishing that was his breaths as you
hear them your head on his chest. But I cant let it overwhelm me. I
been through this too many times before.
I had this feeling and it was right but only for the moment…obviousl..y,
because something always came up to let me know that I should’ve keep
my guard up, I should’ve kept a mean mug instead of giving him that
smiley face. I should’ve realized it was a pillow instead of imagining
his face, I should’ve made him do the calling therefore I wouldn’t have
gotten played cause it always happens when this feeling occurs I think
its right he’s ite but then reality churns stops and lets off the
realness. & I said I wouldn’t let it happen again, I played the
sucker before and yes I’m still here but I consider myself playing it
safe.
So
how do I know that this is any different, what if hypothetically all
the crying, screaming, walking away and returning finally meant
something and this is how it is now, and how it will be? I’ll never
know unless I put my guard down and see, but to take the chance and
see, and then to see what I have already seen will be mean. But this
feeling is so right! And its becoming stronger I’m not even trying but
it is taking over me.
I’m scared but I guess I have to let it, it’ll overcome me either way.
DAMN THIS FEELING!

Writers Block


Exciting Day, joyous moments, memories
I tell my deaf friend and in silence he's happy too
tears, pain, screams
I shout to my deaf friend journal and in silence
I know he feels my sorrow
He shows me my silent love that I sometime want and need
For advice my journal is always listening but can never respond
Initially I just left it alone
thinking he couldn't fathom it all
But deep down it was hurting me
For a friend I thought I could call
act as if he didn't know me at all, like what I was saying wasn't making any sense
So for a moment I put my friend away
Put on a front because when I was happy he was happy
Now how could that be?
When I'm happy you notice me?
Yet when I need to hear just one thing
I'm out of sight?
Feeling the need to release some anger
who to call on but my deaf friend journal
So I'm shouting at my friend
Through my tears and sniffles a pause for something
and I get back what I started
Nothing
Angry out of my mind and remembering
what I was once so angry about
I not only put down mi pen
I threw my journal away
so all my memories are just that
and all my pain is gone
if I don't have the thing that I'm always angry about I wont be angry
It'll work out better for the rest
all my love went into that deaf friend
and all I got back was what i started with
Nothing
Now the thing i love dearest is forever gone
and picking up a pen has never felt so awkward
putting the pen to the paper
I have so much to say but no one to say it to
and for those that listen would never understand
The thing that would i chucked into the garbage, along with all my recorded memories
I found a new journal, trying to start fresh
putting the pen to this new found friend
I got Writers Block

Monday, July 6, 2009

"Mama Said"

Now normally I am the type to do what I want to do. I'm just the type of person you cant tell what to do. But due to current events and the way things are going, I had to ask the advice of a person who be knowing. My mother always warned me about the darkness of the day, she said be careful Allie don't let troubles come your way. I used to shrug it off "ite" is all I would say. But she never stopped preaching Allie be Safe. Thanks Ma, and I'd be gone. I was safe never the less but I played it safe my way. Drove the line of trouble and safe going 50 miles over the speed limit. I thought I was good my conscience would make sure I wouldn't cross the line of mistakes. But the day that I realized I should have listened to mama's preaching, was the day I left work just to get some peace and quiet from the world. Just needed some time to think. The days leading up to that one wasn't going my way, I needed time to analyze why and what went wrong. She told me to be careful I was out before the "ful". When I told her what happened, I thought she was going to explode, I was even hesitant damn I messed up again. But Mama didn't preach she told me to listen, with nothing left to say or lose I finally did what my mother always wanted. She in my ear tears rolling down my face, J in hand. She like Allie, "You need to try something different. All the shit ain't going your way because you never listen, you always brush me off cause you think I'm steady bitching but i been through everything you have too and I was the same rebellious way; and you seen the life that lead me to I can Not let it happen to you. All i can tell you is try something different. get your life on track cause where you going now is a mystery." my mother kept it short and sweet and really had me listening. Before I hung up the phone she said "Allison I love you, but you really need to try something different"
_I do Ma, I Do.

Sunday, July 5, 2009

Bittersweet.

It is what it is. That’s what I use to keep me going.
What it is, it is just that.
I look over things not even you would; just because I look forward to the future.
The future so far away I shouldn’t even have to make plans right now but I do
anticipating.
I fill you in on the things you need to know. I allow your mistakes and give you second chances
I can’t even remember how many second chances you got
I do it because I love you, love whatever that is
I surprise you when I finally let you know what I been knowing
Not even you would do the things I have done to make us work
& the rest that I didn’t mention would fill up a book
I leave out the small details because if I let you know that I let that go
You could possibly want to do it again
Damned if you do, damned if you don’t
I play the damned fool because your love is what I want.
But it’s not what I’m receiving and I’m grieving
While those other girls are cheesing
Because of my man, supposed to be my man
Saying bull shit just for the moment to get his rocks off and he ghosting
Just for a moment.
Those moments add up and to me its daily routine
Hearing about the next chick on the answering machine
Erase it before he sees it, and keep smiling
No need for beefing, it’s just a random girl
Over and over I’m my own broken record player
My heart skipping like I ran over it with a needle
But still I love you, love whatever that is
I still stay, still find a way
To turn the other cheek
Hoping that your future includes me
Not anticipating I just expect one day I’ll get that apology
You’ll tell me that you’re done with the games and it’s me you want to be
With me and no one else
And maybe it’s before I decide to get another or just be by myself
Damned if you do, and damned if you don’t
.....real shit


Bittersweet - Kanye West ft. John Mayer

A Females Song Cry

What do You Look For In A WIFEY type chick?

SCRATCH THAT WOMAN?
PHYSICALLY SPEAKING, MOST NIGGAS WANT THE DIME:
PRETTY FACE, NICE SMILE, SWAGG, ATTITUDE, BODY OF A GODDESS
BASICALLY A SHORTIE THAT OTHER NIGGAS WANT BUT YOU GOT. And the sex is amazing! She have a nigga cumming for days and doing things that the porn stars do. Nd kuz shes wifey you know it belongs all to you. She'll let you get it raw kuz its yours.. Wont stop till you get enough because a GOOD WOMAN TRYS TO PLEASE HER MAN! ….AFTER THAT
THE MENTAL AND EMOTIONAL IS NEXT
FROM MY EXPERIENCE, MY NIGGAS WANTED
THE GIRL YOU COULD CALL AND HAVE THE BEST CONVERSATIONS ABOUT ANY OR WHATEVER.
OR THE GIRL YOU CAN JUST CHILL WITH, TAKE HOME TO MOMS AND BRAG ABOUT HER SCHOOLING, BRING HER AROUND THE HOMIES AND THEY COOLING
YOU FIGURE SHE ITE IF THE HOMIES KALL HER LIL SIS. THEY TELL YOU SHE BETTA THAN THE LAST SO YOU THINK THE SAME
YOU GOT THE GIRL WHO KNOWS SHES YOURS SO SHE DON'T HAVE TO FLONT IT BUT YOU LIKE IT WHEN SHE MATCHING YOUR LAST NAME AS HERS.
YOU LIKE TO SEE HER MATCHING YOUR FLY
NIGGAS TRYING HARD AND SHE JUST WAVE EM BY. CAUSE THAT'S YOUR GIRL AND YOU KNOW IT. SHE KNOWS IT. SO AFTER A WHILE OF ALL THE BLISS, MAYBE NOT A TEST BUT YOU REALIZE SHE'LL PUT UP WIT YO SHIT
KUZ A NIGGA WILL BE A NIGGA REGARDLESS AS LONG AS GOD MADE ADAM FIRST.
SO THE NUMBERS IN THE PHONE, SHE MIGHT IGNORE IT, MAYBE A BAD BITCH SHE MIGHT EXPLORE IT, FIND OUT WHAT SHE NEED TO KNOW AND SHE OVER IT
ALWAYS KEEPING A SMILE CAUSE AT THE END OF THE DAY YOU IN HER BED, YOUR HEAD ON HER CHEST SHE KNOWS SHES FIRST PRIORITY
SHORTIE NOTICES THE UP AND COMING "FRIENDS" AND AGAIN SHE IGNORES IT, IN THE BACK OF HER MIND SHE BOILING, BUT SHE DOESN'T DOUBT CAUSE SHE KNOWS WHERE YOUR HEART IS BUT THESE BIRDS YOU KALLING FRIENDS SHE DON'T SEE IT. WHY? NAÏVE THINKING SHE IS TOO LIKE SHE DON'T KNOW THEM PIGEONS TEXTING YOU LIKE "HEY Boo when Can I see you?
So let wifey get you mad and its to them you run, always back to wifey though. AND THERE BECOMES THE CYCLE! YOU FUCK UP, FUCK HER, AND BACK TO WIFEY KUZ WIFEY LOVE RUNS DEEP.
AND BECAUSE SHE DOESN'T ALLOW YOU TO SEE THE PAIN YOU CAUSE HER, YOU CONTINUE TO DO IT. BECAUSE You Think! SHE WILL ALWAYS BE THERE!
WHY TAKE WIFEY FOR GRANTED IF YOU JUST GONNA COME BACK
AND MY LADIES WHY DO WE STAND BY OUR MEN WHEN THEY DO US LIKE THAT?
FROM MY EXPERIENCE I TRY TO GIVE THE BENEFIT OF DOUBT THAT HE'LL REALIZE AND HE'LL ACT RIGHT BEFORE ITS TOO LATE
BUT I THINK THEY NEVER REALIZE UNTIL IT IS
nd question, why is it when y'all niggas doing y'all! find out that wifey doing her, y'all so hurt?!
but expect wifey to continue to look over the bull y'all do?


"I was just fuckin them girls I was gone get rite back" wow!

Song Cry - Jay-Z